3:30 am

that's what time chris' alarm clock goes off every tuesday and thursday morning. some days i don't even hear it go off and when i wake up at 6:30 and realize he's gone i freak out that he's not there. today wasn't one of those days. instead, i heard it go off and found myself wide awake after he left...on days like today i have a split second where i think about how much i could get done if i got out of bed--i could be ultra productive. but in the moment where i either rip the covers off and pop out of bed {chris will do a demonstration for you if you like} i pull the covers over my head and roll onto the empty side where the bed is still warm from chris laying there and sleep until my alarm goes off 3 and a half hours later.